||[Nov. 21st, 2004|12:38 pm]
|||||billy s. - skye sweetnam||]|
yeah i know wierd i would be listening to this song huh? yeah well its a good hyper song and im sorta hyper, happy, dorky, i dont know. im so...everything right now. the song just changed to closing time by greenday.
ok any way about my day. i went to history and i sat down in the middle kinda. this girl walked in and some guy tripped her. she fell down some of the stairs. i got up to help her pick up the books and papers she dropped. she came over to get them and this was our converstaion.
" you know you really shouldn't help, you'll just get picked on like me."
" i dont care. that was really rude. why dont you say something to them or to a teacher?"
"i've tried both. the kids just laughed at me and put pudding in my bag and the teacher told me to stop making things up even though he saw it."
" i'm chris"
"why dont u come sit with me. they wont bother you if your with me"
" im not so sure about that. they'll probably just pick on you too"
" come on" i grabbed her hand and brought her to where i was sitting. after class i found out that im in all her classes. so i hung out with her and she gave me the low down on the teachers and students. seems like they all have made fun of her. she has two other friends but they are not in her classes. liah and jeremy. they seem cool. im worried about roxanne though. she told me how her sister had commited suicide because of similar things happening to her. and she said that her mom was killed by a....bad guy. she had started to say something but stopped.
when we were walking she dropped some of her books and when i helped her, i found a witchcraft book. she swore me not to tell anyone and i told her i wouldnt but i want to tell my family and i want to tell her who my family is. i know it would jepordize us but i dont think shes all that dangerous. ill wait a few days until then though. well i gues im gonna go talk to my mom about this.